Grace for the Word

I love the season i am in at the moment.  It is a season of life in the word of God.  Ok, so i have read the book of Revelations many times, but for the first time ever i feel like i am ready a story  book that i cant put down.  Not only is it interesting  but i understand it and have revelation on it in amazing ways.. I feel like i am building a puzzle and every time i look down i see the exact piece that needs to be put in next to make the picture whole..

I love the Lord and how He works with us.  He is amazing and does things in His very own time, and knows that i will just be ok with it not been my time.  I love the way He loves me and allows my heart to overflow with life.  I love that He gives me chance to fail and yet picks me up and allow me to go for it one more time..  I just love the Lord so much today!!

Have you thought how people do it with out the Lord, how do you survive with out knowing the love that He feels for you and in turn the love that He allow you to feel for Him – how do you do it with out Him is a mystery to me..

 Lord I love you so much..

P.S. Today,  I love the fact that the Lord gave me a husband that loves me with all his heart and in the same breathe makes me laugh till i could literally ”pee” in my pants… Thank you, Lord!

I Desire…

I woke up this morning desiring to be such a voice for the Lord.  This might sound strange, but I want to be faithful to the point that the Lord calls me faithful.  I want Him to trust me to the point that He tells me His desires and secrets, and I am able to walk with a prophetic voice from which He has spoken… I desire….

Yes He has used my life in many ways at different times and for different seasons, but I desire to be constant in heaven, to be one that has been found faithful in His eyes… Oh how I desire….

P.S. The one thing i love today, is that i have a opportunity to love the Lord more….

Things I Love….

So i thought i would write a couple of things that tickle my fancy in life….

• I love family, i love the joys and and the hope that family brings into my heart… especially my dear Adam and Enoch!! (Adam has the ability to make me laugh till i wet my pants)
• I love a good piece (or few pieces) of white South African Chocolate
• I love a hot bath with lavender in it.. (anything with lavender just about does it for me)
• I love good friends, i love friends that you can be real with, and not have to hide anything.  I love friends, that will not judge or compete, but will love you with all your dark but lovelies..
• I love any kind of ice-cream that is not fat free… i basically love anything that can make you fat…. (i say rather fat and happy, than thin and miserable)
• I love a good true story movie… oh i love those, with a rainy day, and a bowl of popcorn..
• I love seeing people happy and been set free into the things of God.
• I love the fact that i get to build the house of the Lord, and wait for His mighty return in doing it..
• I love to love the Lord with all my heart and at the same time knowing that He is enjoying me even more…

Ok, so i can go on and on about the things i love… i think i will start a new blogging tradition – at the end of every post i am going to tell you about one more thing that i love or makes me tick…..

Update…

Ok, so i know it does not look like i have blogged lately, but i have.  A couple nights ago i finally sat down when i had some time to explain my lack of blogging, and when i pushed publish my internet access went off, and my blog disappeared into blog space, maybe one day i will find the rich book of blogs that have just disappeard into thin air…

 Well, things are looking a bit better here, as Adam’s lungs are clearing up from his pneumonia and Enoch’s first tooth is starting to appear… praise the Lord!! This has been a rough couple of weeks. At this point once again i am not sure if i am Arthur or Martha.  (i think it is Martha, as i feel like i have been running around serving hand and foot)

Well our new internship has started, it took a couple of days to get going, as we had a crazy weekend.  Mike Bickle was in town, and it was also the “camp David” reunion.  Now that that is over we are ready to run 100%.

Great News!!! ZHOP got a building – praise the Lord, He is never late, and is always faithful.  Oh how i love serving and loving our Lord.. He is so worth it!

We had a great weekend with our dear friends from Maryland (Annapolis). It is really good to have friends that come into town from outside of the community.  It kinda brings a good and refreshing perspective of our lives and what we are doing.  It is almost like they brought us a new pair of glasses that were better suited and foccussed for our eyes specificaly… We love you guys!!

Hope to blog soon…

Blog drought

Ok, so this is my first entry in 2 weeks… oh boy! what is happening to me.. I think it is the holiday season.  It seems to consume one, with family, friends and food.. The big FFF…  

So this morning we said goodbye to Adams mom (enjoyed having her for a couple weeks), my friends on the other hand are always around and enjoyably so… I don’t have to entertain them, they just come and go and know there way around.. now it’s for the BIG F… yes you guessed it, FOOD!! well believe it or not, a couple of us started out the year by saying no more sweets.. so we are on day 3 and still going strong.. a little tempted here and there but all is under control… I am very motivated as I am in my friends Bri’s wedding and I am also going home (South Africa)this is all in March (huge motivator…

All this to say, now that the holiday season is over and the big FFF is under control I am on the ball again.. I will be a faithful blogger if my son allows me too… 

Be Blessed in the new year!!